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Post by mystoryisgory on Jun 1, 2020 4:05:35 GMT -5
21594. Really surprised the forum's been so quiet about the recent US protests, given that literally every other platform I'm on is exploding with info about them. Logged on here just now expecting to see a bunch of people complain about burned Targets, call antifa terrorists, and how property is worth more than people's lives. Maybe after everyone sees Liam posted "black lives matter" on Twitter.
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Post by mystoryisgory on Jun 1, 2020 4:07:11 GMT -5
21595. This is, after all, the same forum that exploded with rage when told not to use the n-word.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 1, 2020 18:07:22 GMT -5
21596. I hope I don't sound too arrogant but I had this idea that it'd be cool to get some kind of job as a model, even if it's just a side job or something. I really think if I met the right kind of people someone could be interested.
You know, when I was younger I sometimes hated the fact that I looked different to most people in my country. There were moments when I almost felt what I'd imagine a very light racism feel like. I didn't get upset by it but it made me confused in some ways, I felt different to the rest, simply because I had much darker features. I guess even these days I'm too self-aware of it, I have these thoughts in my head where I might think that people probably think I'm not a local and because I know some people in this country don't like the refugees from Middle East I almost fear that they think of me negatively before even getting to know me.
Anyway, back to the first point. I've tried to start embracing the fact that I don't look like everyone else. It's not always been easy coz for many reasons my self image has been fucked for probably a decade and it's taken some healing but right now, and I don't care how selfish this sounds, I'm really fucking happy with how I look most of the time and it's one thing that gives me happiness because it's a sign that my self image isn't so shit anymore. It's also been nice to hear it from other people because it reduces all kinds of self doubt. But at the same time, this comment alone shows that I'm still trying to prove it to myself in some ways. I need to say it out loud to keep myself believing it, or something.
But yeah, I think it'd be nice to be a model or something because I can't think of any reason why I couldn't do it. I like clothes and as long as it's not anything ridiculous I wouldn't mind trying out different stuff and get paid for it. And since I do have darker features than most people in this country it could make me stand out more than most people so they'd actually have a reason to hire me. Of course I'd rather have my face recognised by being in a band or something but I'm just trying to stay realistic and use the cards I've been dealt with the best way I can. I don't have a job right now so if I had the chance to earn money by someone taking a few pics of me then I'd definitely take that opportunity, I know I could do it. This whole idea was actually planted in my head by someone else and I guess it never left my subconsciousness.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 1, 2020 19:12:35 GMT -5
21597. Sick, fucking sick.
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Post by mimmihopps on Jun 3, 2020 8:46:12 GMT -5
21598:
When the world falls apart some things stay in place
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Post by Elie De Beaufour 🐴 on Jun 4, 2020 20:29:45 GMT -5
21599. Uh oh....
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Post by mimmihopps on Jun 5, 2020 4:26:13 GMT -5
21600: It's bonkers.
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Post by Elie De Beaufour 🐴 on Jun 6, 2020 10:30:40 GMT -5
21601. JMB makes seat change JMB wins.
Not saying that he has a big rear end. 😆😆😆😆😆😆
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Post by Elie De Beaufour 🐴 on Jun 6, 2020 12:14:55 GMT -5
21602. JMB was having a bad day, that fall just made it worse. Which is why I am not laughing about Cleangame. I've already had one Bazire nightmare.
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Post by Elie De Beaufour 🐴 on Jun 6, 2020 12:24:21 GMT -5
21603. Should have done this JMB. Filed under how to be an idiot:
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Post by Deleted on Jun 11, 2020 7:20:39 GMT -5
21604.
I really like this post because I've been thinking about this stuff a lot myself in the recent years and it's somehow really cool that my favourite musicians are talking about it very openly as well, and it's even better to see that we both have similar thoughts about the subject.
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Post by theyknowwhatimean on Jun 11, 2020 12:32:13 GMT -5
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Post by Elie De Beaufour 🐴 on Jun 12, 2020 7:52:57 GMT -5
21606. That was hilarious. #WheninRome
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Post by Elie De Beaufour 🐴 on Jun 12, 2020 11:51:50 GMT -5
21607. Solsmes right now:
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Post by Deleted on Jun 14, 2020 13:17:12 GMT -5
21608. I was at a forest rave last night and met this pretty hippie woman who introduced herself as a yogi (which seemed to be important to her).
When I started talking with her I was just expecting some friendly chat coz she was probably 10 years older than me and I just thought she talks with a lot of people there casually. But when we made eye contact I saw something in the way she looked at me and I actually noticed real attraction which caught me off guard a bit. I just thought "wait a minute, this woman is much older than me, she's very pretty (she had a really sweet face, brown hair and light blue eyes), she's practicing yoga, she's social... And she might actually be interested in me?".
But then she started bombing me with all kinds of questions and I was still tripping on psychedelics and suddenly the situation seemed a bit overwhelming and I just couldn't keep the conversation going coz she was slightly too pushy to my liking in that kind of state of mind and I felt like keeping to myself instead. Also my friend was with me and the shrooms we had bought kicked in HARD for him and he suddenly started walking away and I went after him and left the woman there so nothing really happened after that.
Well, I saw her later this morning and she came to me asking if my friend is alright and then told she's going to sleep and I wished her good night and I felt like that quick convo went better than the first one. Who knows, maybe we'll see again, this psytrance scene is quite small so people tend to see each other all the time when attending these things.
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Post by Elie De Beaufour 🐴 on Jun 15, 2020 5:34:01 GMT -5
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Post by Elie De Beaufour 🐴 on Jun 15, 2020 8:58:09 GMT -5
21610. Kudos to Arthur Cooper for not being an idiot and screaming Forza.
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Post by Elie De Beaufour 🐴 on Jun 15, 2020 13:43:25 GMT -5
21611. There's no coronavirus, this is all Matthieu Abrivard's plan. Well done Matt 😆😆😆😆😆😆
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Post by theyknowwhatimean on Jun 17, 2020 9:52:53 GMT -5
21,612.
Me I funk, but I don't care. I ain't no square with my corkskrew hair. Marc Bolan, 1972
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Post by Elie De Beaufour 🐴 on Jun 17, 2020 9:55:29 GMT -5
21613. That Equidia moron, JMB didn't want to talk about it so why pressure him? Could Guevara Du Pint be next year?
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Post by Elie De Beaufour 🐴 on Jun 18, 2020 9:34:48 GMT -5
Prix Albert Viel Sunday: 15-14-13. That picture DID tell us this future
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Post by Elie De Beaufour 🐴 on Jun 18, 2020 14:03:03 GMT -5
21615. RIP Jacques Remiat:
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Post by The Escapist on Jun 23, 2020 9:37:41 GMT -5
21616:
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Post by Elie De Beaufour 🐴 on Jun 23, 2020 16:57:55 GMT -5
21617. Wow.
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Post by The Escapist on Jun 24, 2020 13:04:45 GMT -5
21618:
All the old queens, from all my past lives - I carry four pistols and two large knives.
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