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Post by Elie De Beaufour on Mar 19, 2020 3:42:58 GMT -5
So my mother has a small fracture in her arm and sent the entire town into OMG COVID 19. Relax people, geez.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 23, 2020 2:57:47 GMT -5
21405. Finally feeling actually positive about my health and very optimistic about the remaining recovery which is a nice change from those "im gonna fucking kill myself if this surgery failed" thoughts. Although I did have one small scare yesterday but it turns out I had no reason for that.
Hopefully not too long till I'm in the point when I can walk around and do stuff without having to be extra careful about anything. I want to live again.
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Post by theyknowwhatimean on Mar 23, 2020 6:32:01 GMT -5
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Post by theyknowwhatimean on Mar 23, 2020 6:35:13 GMT -5
21,407.
And, because just writing Billy down doesn't do him and his wonderful voice justice, here's the interview the above exchange is taken from:
Calls Boris a big, silly toff at 5:08
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Post by The Escapist on Mar 23, 2020 15:40:25 GMT -5
21408:
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One of the big yin's old specials was on telly the other night, it was cracking.
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Post by theyknowwhatimean on Mar 23, 2020 19:10:29 GMT -5
21408: ^ One of the big yin's old specials was on telly the other night, it was cracking. 21,409. He’s a beautiful man is Billy. Admirable in all sorts of ways. What channel was his special on? Might get it up on catchup.
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Post by Manualex on Mar 23, 2020 19:12:20 GMT -5
21410 what makes this song great? Dont Look Back In Anger
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Post by The Escapist on Mar 23, 2020 19:31:38 GMT -5
21408: ^ One of the big yin's old specials was on telly the other night, it was cracking. 21,409. He’s a beautiful man is Billy. Admirable in all sorts of ways. What channel was his special on? Might get it up on catchup. 21411: I couldn't tell you, it wasn't one of the main ones, but this was the special if you fancied looking it up (clock Ringo in the audience at various points, if you do):
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Post by Deleted on Mar 23, 2020 22:21:03 GMT -5
21412. I wonder how I'd be behaving in public if I were a rockstar, especially if it happened in the past when the whole media was different.
I've been reading about Keith Richards and it's pretty obvious he's not actually the kind of guy the media portrays him to be. He gave that image on purpose because he didnt care what they thought of him. And I could somehow totally relate to that myself.
In fact, I see myself doing it on social media and internet quite often to some extent. There are probably people out there who believe im some kind of partying junkie musician and I guess I've given them reasons to believe that but at the same time that's only a small portion of the truth. I've always liked shocking people and say things I maybe shouldn't, it almost works like a mask to me. When people see only a certain part of me, which I kinda want them to see, then they stop paying attention to other parts of me which can either be a good or bad thing.
I didn't even realise I was doing it until someone I met told me once "it seems you've been living pretty fast lately" and all I could think was "really? I didn't think i had". Of course I could also be living in some sort of bubble and what feels normal to me is not normal to most other people but I don't think that's always the case.
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Post by Elie De Beaufour on Mar 29, 2020 4:02:53 GMT -5
21413. Holy shit, Serenity Defiled's album is a banger. LT is a genius.
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Post by theyknowwhatimean on Mar 30, 2020 18:19:36 GMT -5
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Post by theyknowwhatimean on Mar 30, 2020 18:21:16 GMT -5
21,415.
Michael Jackson, the full package man. That's beautiful.
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Post by Elie De Beaufour on Mar 31, 2020 10:07:01 GMT -5
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Post by Deleted on Apr 1, 2020 8:02:24 GMT -5
21417. I've never been religious type but I think I've been forced to become one at least in some spiritual level, otherwise I don't think I could stay sane anymore.
Basically what's happened is that I've had this small medical condition I've been dealing with most of my life and while it hasn't been serious it's still caused way too much unnecessary anxiety and other shit and has made me unable to enjoy my life the way I should. Well, I've tried to get it treated now but it turns out it didn't work out the way it should and now it seems im all out of options.
I told myself a couple of weeks ago that if it cant be fixed im probably going to kill myself at some point in my life because there's nothing that could make it better anymore and living without any hope of things getting better will be difficult. But if there's such things as afterlife and karma then maybe that's enough reason not to give up just yet. I've been dealt shit hands but maybe it's the universe testing me and seeing how I manage and possibly I can enjoy my next life or whatever afterlife better. At least that's all I have anymore and if it's taken from me then I don't know if I have the willpower to try to live a long life.
I've tried to blame myself for things getting to this point but i cant. I've done everything and im still fucked, so maybe I should just try to see how i can live despite all this and see how it goes. At least if I do end up offing myself some day it'll be for a reason and if anyone actually knew they'd understand the decision. The only thing that gives me any comfort is knowing that my life has fallen into my own hands and I can do pretty much anything I want with it now coz I've already lost.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 1, 2020 21:56:07 GMT -5
n'21418. I opened about this to someone and I already feel better about it, they know what's going on and it's good to know that someone knows what's up. I haven't talked about it in full detail with anyone before actually.
But still, that doesn't change the fact that I'm probably fucked for the rest of my life and it affects my life quality in a very serious although not in an obvious way. I probably need to start a therapy at some point, but it sucks that it's come to the point where I can't fix the issue anymore, only accept it. This scares me because in the past i always had hope for things getting better and that's kept my depression in control, but now all the hope is gone and I'm gonna be struggling with this as long as I'm living. I've always tried to stay optimistic but I don't know if it's possible anymore. I actually felt so bad after my last message that I decided to write a note on my phone that'd explain things if something ever happens to me, I just needed to get it out of my chest. But still, I want to keep living and enjoy life but there are things I will be missing. I don't think I'll ever be in a long term relationship or start a family even if I wanted to and it's hard to accept that because I see it as something I'd like to have some day. But tough luck, there's not much I can do.
At least now I can relate to this quote by Hunter S. Thompson better: 'I would feel real trapped in this life if I didn't know I could commit suicide at any time.'
Now that I don't have anything to lose I somehow feel quite free. I can do whatever I want because there's always a way out and it's in my own hands.
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Post by Elie De Beaufour on Apr 2, 2020 1:55:57 GMT -5
21419. Ben Yole is right. He has to halt everything but sex workers have until 6 Friday? Idiot premier.
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Post by Elie De Beaufour on Apr 4, 2020 1:40:48 GMT -5
21420. Since I'm watching these: Race that will never happen: Gallops: 1. Might And Power- Jim Cassidy 2. Winx- Hugh Bowman 3. Enable- Frankie Detorri 4. Black Caviar- Steven Arnold 5. Aylmerton- Jean Van Overmeire 6. Prince of Pinzance- Michelle Payne Trotting: 1. Aubrion Du Gers- JMB 2. Bold Eagle- Franck Nivard 3. Cleangame- Alexandre Abrivard 4. Sea Cove- Jos Verbeeck 5. Ready Cash- Thierry Duvaldstein 6. Coktail Jet- Jean Etienne Dubois
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Post by mimmihopps on Apr 6, 2020 7:01:39 GMT -5
21421: I don't believe your radio
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Post by welshylad on Apr 6, 2020 7:15:50 GMT -5
21422: Just finished watching Frozen 1 and 2 Been in lockdown for nearly 3 weeks, so working from home. As my girlfriend works for the NHS I've got a very energetic 3 year old girl to look after Movies do the trick for a while so I can get some work done
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Post by Elie De Beaufour on Apr 6, 2020 9:29:59 GMT -5
21423. I'm blessed to have one of the best microbiologists as a cousin. Her team's statement of a certain bacteria passed on to animals could be what Covid 19 is.
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Post by guigsysEstring on Apr 6, 2020 20:05:11 GMT -5
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Post by mystoryisgory on Apr 7, 2020 1:13:29 GMT -5
21425. Well here's a face I haven't seen in forever! How's quarantine for you, guigsy?
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Post by guigsysEstring on Apr 7, 2020 1:25:41 GMT -5
21425. Well here's a face I haven't seen in forever! How's quarantine for you, guigsy? 21426 Can't complain lad and on the upside I have time to do things like the quoted thread how's it going for you?
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Post by mystoryisgory on Apr 7, 2020 1:34:36 GMT -5
21425. Well here's a face I haven't seen in forever! How's quarantine for you, guigsy? 21426 Can't complain lad and on the upside I have time to do things like the quoted thread how's it going for you? 21427. Honestly, having a little difficulty adjusting to the social distancing life. People are always talking about "everyone has so much more time now that we're stuck at home", but who on earth has free time right now? I still have to work, even if it's from home! And it takes me longer to do things because I'm not in an ideal work environment! Plus I miss my friends. It's weird when all your friends are now basically internet friends, as opposed to just the friends you made on an Oasis forum.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 7, 2020 3:45:40 GMT -5
21428. These tricks in itself are already so impressive but it's amazing to watch this video knowing he's the first person ever to do these things, and that was when he was still just a teenager. He basically invented the modern street skating himself.
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